Memorial Day Anger

This essay, written by a U.S. veteran, is an intriguing perspective on the Memorial Day holiday.

She is upset, rightly so, that the holiday is not taken seriously..... not valued for what it represents.

One paragraph:

"I’m angry about apathy. I want to see people besides the small percentage of us who are veterans, know veterans, love veterans or lost veterans, understand what the day is about. It’s the one day on the American calendar meant to exemplify what it costs to be American and to be free … and we’ve turned it into a day off work, a tent sale and a keg of beer."

The rest is below.

May we never forget.

Out for now......

Matt

I'm a veteran, and I hate 'Happy Memorial Day'

(JENNIE HASKAMP)

I have friends buried in a small corner of a rolling green field just down the road from the Pentagon. They're permanently assigned to Section 60. For those of you unfamiliar with the term, it's 14 acres in the southeast corner of Arlington National Cemetery that serves as a burial ground for many military personnel killed in Iraq and Afghanistan. There are fresh graves there.

I spent my formative years in combat boots and all of my friends are in the military, were in the military, or married into the military. I have several friends buried at Arlington, and know of dozens more men and women interred in that hallowed ground.

Section 60 is a place I visit often.

I toyed with the idea of making the trip south from New York City this weekend to spend some time, reflect and sit quietly but decided against it. Some friend, huh?

Wednesday night, sitting in a pizza joint in the Bronx, watching the world go by, I was upset and couldn't put my finger on why.

A friend said "Hey! Do you want to go to Fleet Week? It's this weekend here in the city."

What? No? Absolutely not. I don't want to be in the midst of tens of thousands of people clamoring for a chance to look at a static display of Marine Corps and Navy equipment. I don't want to see Marines and sailors dressed up, paraded around for community relations and recruiting purposes. I don't want to watch any parades.

As I said it (barked it, really), my friend's eyes widened and I recognized the frustration in my tone. I didn't know why I was upset, at first. I paused, and while I was sitting there contemplating my outburst, I heard a commercial on the radio screaming through the tinny speakers.

"Beaches, beats and BBQs!" it said. "We're your Memorial Day station with everything you need to kick off the summer in style!"

That's when it hit me. I'm angry. I've come to realize people think Memorial Day is the official start of summer. It's grilled meat, super-duper discounts, a day (or two) off work, beer, potato salad and porches draped in bunting.

But it shouldn't be. It's more than that.

Nearly 150 years ago, Memorial Day — first called Decoration Day — was set aside to decorate the graves of the men who'd recently died in battle. America was still reeling from the Civil War when Gen. John Logan, national commander of the Grand Army of the Republic, issued a proclamation in 1868, according to a PBS account of his decision. "The 30th of May," he declared, "would be an occasion to honor those who died in the conflict."

He chose the date because it wasn't the anniversary of any particular battle.

Here's how it was outlined in General Orders No. 11, Washington, D.C., May 5, 1868:

"The 30th day of May, 1868, is designated for the purpose of strewing with flowers or otherwise decorating the graves of comrades who died in defense of their country during the late rebellion, and whose bodies now lie in almost every city, village, and hamlet church-yard in the land. In this observance no form of ceremony is prescribed, but posts and comrades will in their own way arrange such fitting services and testimonials of respect as circumstances may permit."

How is it then, some century and a half later, after more than a decade of war in two countries that claimed the lives of some 6,861 Americans, we are collectively more concerned with having a barbecue and going shopping than pausing to appreciate the cost of our freedom to do so?

A friend reminded me that plenty of people use the weekend the way it was designed: to pause and remember the men and women who paid the price of our freedom, and then go on about enjoying those freedoms.

But I argue not enough people use it that way. Not enough people pause. Not enough people remember.

I'm frustrated by people all over the country who view the day as anything but a day to remember our WAR DEAD. I hate hearing "Happy Memorial Day."

It's not Veteran's Day. It's not military appreciation day. Don't thank me for my service. Please don't thank me for my service. It's take the time to pay homage to the men and women who died while wearing the cloth of this nation you're so freely enjoying today, day.

I've attended more than 75 funerals and memorial services since September 11, 2001. Services for men and women I knew personally, or knew of before they died. Men and women who were friends of my friends. People who'd eaten dinner at my house. Husbands of my friends. Sons of my friends. Brothers of my friends. Sisters of my friends.

Men who served with my friends. Men who died with my friends. Men who were my friends.

I realize I'm not alone in this crowd, but for a decade my every day included reading reports about men and women killed or wounded in Iraq and Afghanistan and managing how the media reported or didn't report, as time went on, the circumstances.

I share their names and talk about their lives and their deaths because if we don't remember, we'll forget. If we don't share, they'll be lost:

Gannon, Fontecchio, Winchester, Rowe, Clay, Best, May, Torres, Gibson, Valdez, Dunham, Nice, Funk, Fitzgerald, Galvez, Newman, Kenyon, Williams, Baucas, Butterfield, Hanson, Watson, Stevenson, Stahlman, Holmason, Modeen, McClung, McElveen, Martinez, Kaiser, Huhn, Bedard, Escobar, Spears, Figueroa, Martinez, Flores, O'Day, Graczyk, Love. . .

I've visited their graves at Arlington, in Florida, California, Texas, Louisiana, Tennessee, North Carolina, Utah, Nevada, New Mexico, Colorado, New York, Pennsylvania, Maryland — and I owe a visit to a grave in Maine.

I had the privilege of escorting my friend Gunnery Sgt. Elia Fontecchio home for burial in August 2004. That assignment, escort duty, remains one of the single most honorable things of which I've ever been a part. It was certainly the hardest. There's no script for the moment the flight crew announces you're escorting precious cargo and should be allowed to leave the plane first. No brief prepares you to meet the tidal wave of grief and anger from parents or a wife or siblings. No PowerPoint slides teach you how to stash your own emotions while you stand firm and comfort the survivors.

So yeah. I'm frustrated by Memorial Day. And I'm angry about apathy.

I want to see people besides the small percentage of us who are veterans, know veterans, love veterans or lost veterans, understand what the day is about. It's the one day on the American calendar meant to exemplify what it costs to be American and to be free. . . and we've turned it into a day off work, a tent sale and a keg of beer.

I'm not going to Arlington this weekend. Instead I'll spend time on the phone with friends whose lives were changed as a result of someone's personal sacrifice. We'll talk, laugh, share stories, say their names and we'll remember. I'll surround myself with those who lived and we'll raise a glass in honor of those who died.

We've all heard, "Freedom isn't free."

Since 1776, it's actually cost us more than 1.3 million lives.

I hope you enjoy your weekend — but I hope you pause to remember, too.